teeeheeeeeee~ ;)

So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you

I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had

Thank God I found the good in goodbye :)

mistakes

seeing my elder sister taking her present at the stage for being top 3 students in class every year had made me more determined to follow her footsteps... Abah stood at the side, waiting to snap his daughter's pic on that stage.. we were happy.. back home, I helped my sister to open the present.. at that time, i was 6 years old... my sister was the only thing that i wanna be at that time..

as i grew older, i never really had the chance to get on that stage... never got top 3 in my class... i didnt get good results in my secondary school.. SPM, PMR!!! I TELL U, IT WAS DEVASTATING !!! what's worse is i couldnt follow my sis's footsteps.. i didnt have the chance to bring my parents to see me taking any presents...:'( im not that clever.. i was down.. too down.. no matter what my friend, "aku lagi kurang dr ko..".."alah ! rilex la.. 8a ok la tu.." but for me, NO! as long as i didnt get to be just like my sis, im not good...

but then, thru the years, i realise that thank God that i failed... maybe this is the best for me.. because i think if i got straigt A's in my major exam, mana la tau, mungkin perangai aku akan jadi sangat sombong ke.. i would be feeling too comfortable ke.. aku akan jadi sangat kedekut ilmu... aku akan jadi org yg sgt takut kalau org lain potong aku... OR i would have no respect to my sister.. at least skg, aku bole advise adik aku untuk ikut yana, tapi kalau tak dapat pon, at least bole tgk aku... still bole sambung belajar what.. but please, dun get me wrong, im not saying that all the successful students are bad.. im saying maybe ME MYSELF.. maybe i would become like that.. coz i think i had the tendency to become like that :P

well poeple, what im trying to say here, no matter how bad ur result is, it doesnt mean that u're stupid... maybe kita pandai ikot lain... but still, kita sendiri pon kena ada kesedaran untuk membawa diri kita lebih maju... being jelous for people who are cleverer than us wasnt worth if we didnt make any effort.. kalau dah mmg malas, cara yg terbaik adalah pk mcm mana la nanti dah besar nak bagi mkn kat anak bini.. at least kalau dah berusaha, insyaAllah Allah pasti akan tlg... then, ramai org ckp takyah pedulikan ape org kata, tapi bagi saya, KITA KENA PEDULI sbb ada sesetengah tu bole membantu dlm memperbetulkan diri kita...

berjaya tak bermaksud being perfect... berjaya kalau ikut kata aku la, getting better, manage to control your emotions of saying that u're stupid, and succeed after go thru failures :) n when u succeed, dun forget to keep ur humbleness n share your knowledge with ur friends.. insyaAllah dapat barakah :) after all, arent we studying because of that? ;)

there my doctor yanana amran :) miss u dowh !

reminder for me :)

RABBANA LA TUZIGH QULUBANA BA’DA IZ HADAITANA WAHAB LANA MIL LADUNKA RAHMAH, INNAKA ANTAL WAHHAB

“YA TUHAN KAMI, JANGANLAH ENGKAU JADIKAN HATI KAMI CONDONG KEPADA KESESATAN SESUDAH ENGKAU BERI PETUNJUK KEPADA KAMI, DAN KURNIAKANLAH KEPADA KAMI RAHMAT DARI SISI ENGKAU; KERANA SESUNGGUHNYA ENGKAU-LAH MAHA PEMBERI (KURNIA)”.

amin ya rabbal alamin :)

Muhammad SAW dan Aisyah :)

“Pada suatu hari, saya menemani Rasulullah dalam dalam satu perjalanannya. Pada masa itu saya masih muda dan kurus lagi. Baginda memerintahkan para sahabat berjalan mendahului kami. Kami pun berlumba lari dan saya berjaya menewaskan baginda. Sebagai orang yang kalah, baginda hanya mendiamkan diri dan tidak berkata apa-apa. Lama-kelamaan, usia saya meningkat dan saya bertambah gemuk. Dalam sebuah perjalanan lain, baginda mengajak saya berlumba lari selepas baginda memerintahkan para sahabat berjalan mendahului kami. Kali ini, baginda menewaskan saya. Baginda tertawa dan berkata,”Kita sudah seri”.”

- Saiditina Aisyah RA

awwwwhhh~ >.< aren't they sweet? <3

day 30 : a photograph of myself today + three good things that happened in the past 30 days

hye :) im sabrina amran. n this is my latest (not today's) photo (alone).. banyak gambar dgn org.. dan sungguh tak kuasa gile nak tangkap gambar hari ini semata -.-'

n this is THE BEST THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE IN THE LAST 30 DAYS :)

so this question would be the end of this challenge... i knew i didnt really follow the rules of this challenge... well, im a student who have many assignments n need to sleep a lot so that i didnt skip my classes.. hehe ;) however, im happy to complete answering the questions.. weeehooo~ thanks ma :)

day 29 : something that I could never get tired of doing

that would be

MELEPAK BERSAMA RAKAN SEKEPALA DAN COUZIN TERCENTA !!!!

enlighten my mood woooopppp straight away :)

3.30 am

pantai batu burok :)

day 28 : in this past month, what have I learn

BANYAK OKEEEE!!! ;)

1. we're not perfect.. learn to forgive... semua org pernah teraniaya.. kita tak tau kita mungkin pnh menganiaya org di luar kesedaran kita... so yeah! nak marah bole, tapi takyah la lama2 sgt -___-
2. jangan sombong dgn ilmu yg ada di dada..
3. family comes first... i mean keluarga kandung !
4. busuk hati will only make u feel more resentful
5. when u enjoy the fun, u'll be happy :)

day 27 : what kind of person attracts me

person? does this question mean guy?

hurmmm.. senang buat dua2 la kan ;)

so for girls

1. pakai selendang
2. badan tinggi melampai mcm model
3. putih melepak, cantik molek
4. yang ngam, contoh; yg suka melawak ;)

for guys

1. solat.. plg senang nak tgk, solat terawih tak tinggal la ;D
2. murah dgn senyuman
3. tinggi lampai would be a credit ;)
4. pemurah n gentleman
5. love to share story :)

day 26 : a photo of somewhere I want to go

anywhere that can bring me peace :)

my mom said once u step to His house, most of the time u will only think of Him :)

It's Mecca, Saudi Arabia

day 25 : who am I?

• im big plain muslim Malaysian girl..
• completely crazy *^#^%$&^%*
• i love hanging out especially with my couzins :)
• saya selalu sakit hati ngan org, tapi akhirnya rasa bersalah sbb sakit hati dgn org tu.. wlpn kdg2 saya rasa tak salah pon sbnrnya... tapi rasa bersalah tu lagi banyak... so ntah la -.- itu la penyebab migrane saya most of the time -.-'
• kadang2 rasa dipinggirkan sbb tubuh badan yg gemok, bukan seorang doktor, tak belajar di overseas, straight A's mmg haram la nak dpt, tak ayu dan cantik, ganas sgt... *errrkkk~ ini agak berani mati punya confession -___-
• saya rindu kawan sekolah saya but at the same time love having my CS friends here.. still hoping that may we stay here, in Uitm Shah Alam.. huh~
• bodyguard mak dan kakak saya.. HEHE~ abe long okaaaayyyy?!!
• suka participate dlm penangkapan gambar ;P
• ICE CREAAAMMMMMMM~~ nyummmm~

my super six.. already miss them.. mcm mana ? :'(