Tuesday, October 27, 2009

tragic gila!

aku x tau camne nak gamba kan perasaan aku ni. tp mmg aku x bole thn air mata aku ni masa aku tgk beita tu. mula2 diorg ckp 20 org murid darjah 6 mati sekaligus tenggelam dlm sungai yg deras kat kinta, perak. nak jd kn cite, jambatan yg diorg lalu tu baru je dibuat. so myb x besa lg tampung ramai sgt org. sungai bwh tu plak deras, sbb baru lps hujan. aku x phm, nape lah faci tu x bole pikir, safety budak2 tu. i mean, mlm2, pukul 10, jln atas jambatan baru.. bwh tu plak bole dgr, air sungai deras. kalu pikir blk lah kan, x kan lah diorg x rasa seram kot. faci diorg patot pikir lah safety bdk2 tu. x kisah lah tmpt tu x hujan, tp kalu lah berdekatan tu, nama dah sungai tu bersambung, mst lah affect skali. i just dun get it. luckily td, diorg bagi update kata ada lah 17 org budak kot, smpt paut kat satu kabel... Allah nak tolong kan, alhamdulillah. tp still ada 3 org bdk dijumpai meninggal. sedih! :(

aku plg sedih time, mak bdk india yg meninggal tu ckp, sblom pegi, anak die ckp die yakin bole dpt 7A dlm upsr. mmg time tu berderu air mata aku. dah tu bukan aku sorg, ngan mak2 aku skali nangis.. sedih! sgt sedih! ada budak yg tgk kwn die suma jatoh, x smpi hati nak cite, myb sbb sedih sgt. aku rasa mst die trauma. kesian... :(

aku harap sgt yg hilang tu bole jumpa. kalu jumpa hidop lagi bagos. at least kalu diorg x bernyawa pon, bole lah kebumikan dgn cara elok. kesian. aku bole byg kan nnt mak bdk india tu nak amek result anak die. waaaa~ aku doa biar lah jumpa cepat2...

Sunday, October 25, 2009

MELODY

suddenly
the song that i play become more emotional
myb coz there's no much time left

rite now, i can still play the song
three months later
what if it fades
it falls on someone's hand
can i bear to see it

i'm afraid
i used to get through this
long long time ago
n it took quite long time to cure the pain
someone changed it into remix version
n people liked it
thought i could feel the same way
but it wasnt
harhar

huh!
now, its gonna be more emotional
huaaaa huaaaa huaaaa~

Thursday, October 22, 2009

masalah :(

aku dah nak spm. tp x mcm budak nak spm. mcm mn nak beat kakak tercinta ni. adoi! konon fotostat kts kakak aku, siap tampal lagi kat depan cermin, kononnya sblm gi sek, nmpk lah cita2 tu, tp haram jadah. semangat x naik2 gak. dok sama kls ngan budak sejahtera, lagi lah menimbulkan rasa rendah diri aku. btp bodoh nya aku nak banding ngan diorg. dah la depan aku btol2 menghadap vhimal. mmg best lah kan. waaaa! aku nak nanges! bole ke ni? sejak salu jumpa tirah ni lagi lah. nak2 dpt tau die dah gi third interview for scholarship, lg lah buat aku merudum.

tp ye lah. ape yg aku buat. mlm2 buta nari2 smbl dgr lagu. kat sek, borak2, ngumpat psl rempit. kesian rempit tu. x psl2 je die dpt pahala. ps2 x habis2 complain, mcm lah aku ni bagos sgt (aku sedar!) kesian plak kat emma ngan aza kena dgr bnd yg sama. adoi! cukup lah tu sabrina. ko pon bukan bagus sgt. tu lah. mmg dah termaktub dlm kitab, mulot pompuan ni sentiasa ada hot news. so, bnd ni termasoklah aku skali. ish3... sabrina, sabrina

aku takot, kalu2 kejadian masa PMR terjadi kat aku balik. SCARY!! aku skali lg x 2syen. latih tubi nk m'hrpkan yg kat sek je. nasib baik lah skg ni ada bengkel. so byk lah gak latihan yg ckgu kasik. tp still, bole ke score ni?! aku tgk emma, aza, anis, aimah, azmah gi 2syen, buat aku takot. tp nnt kalu aku gi 2syen, jd lain cite plak. ARGH! masalah! NGENG! bedebush!

Monday, October 19, 2009

glad that i'm not like u

juz wanna tell u that I'M SO GLAD THAT I'M NOT LIKE U. seriously, i'm happy. people cant stop praising u, but me. myb bcoz i noe u btter than them. n lately, after what u told me on that day, makes me kinda lost my respect towards u. in my mind, i think, u've totally changed. i dunno whether should i tell u, or not. but this things now has become worse. should i tell u this? or myb it's just me who thinks like weirdo? yeah! i admit, i'm not so sporting when it comes to this matter.. huh! i'm tired!!!!!
I'm SORRY!

a month left


aiyo! lip lap lip lap.. tggl stahun lagi dah nak peksa.. rasa jelous plak tgk bdk pmr. adoi! dl aku nasihat kan adik aku suh baca buku. skg ni die plak. "weyh! nina! dah2. jgn tgk tv dah. gi baca buku, nak peksa." waaaaaaa... takot dowh dengar. tp itulah realiti nya. sejarah dah lah x habis syllabus lg, kena blaja sendiri. mmg x phm lgsg. dan disebabkan itu, bak! amek ko! result trial sejarah trok gle kot. camne nak survive ni? kts dah mcm2 warna dah aku tampal kat cermin. konon2 nya nak bg semangat lah. tp semangat ngantok plak yg dtg bertalu-talu. x dpt nak cover dah. mata ni rasa kuyu je. mmg rumah ni suwey tau. sejuk die tu semacam je. wah! slh kan rumah plak....


dah tu plak. sejak nak dekat peksa ni, aku rasa makin byk dugaan yg dtg. especially ngan kwn. sbb salu jumpa kan. besa lah. Allah tu Maha Kuasa. nk uji kesabaran kita suma. skjp gadoh, skjp baik. skjp emo, skjp gelak. pening pala kdg2. tp bila pikir balik, kalu xda benda tu, nnt hidop ni bosan plak. kan? so, nak x nak, bila benda tu dah jd, kita pon kena lah bg masa kat diri msg2. everyone need space for themselves to take a deep breath. hopefully, we can be more matured n understanding. myb it's easy to forgive, but to forget about it, i bet it needs at least a month or a year. so cheer up while u still have time together. coz we have a month left to sit next to each other. lps ni myb msg2 mgkn dah buat haluan msg2. sdey kan? :(
so kpd member yg dah nak amek peksa ni, aku suggest kat korg.. sementara ada sebulan ni, banyak lah gelak2 ngan kwn korg. bole hilang stress, bole hilang tension dlm pala otak ni. blaja pon x penat. nnt blk rumah senang hati nak tido. x da lah rasa bersalah sgt sbb x baca kan.. so renung2 kan dan slmt beramal.

stand besides ur friends n together we achieve our ONE DREAM

Saturday, October 17, 2009

the proposal


i just watched THE PROPOSAL just now. yay! i totally fall in love with this movie. irresistable story. cant stop watching it. now, i already watched it twice. n still, i never get bored. hahaha. there are some parts that i need to 'forward', but the others were perfect. i like to see ryan reynold n sandra bullock. n i think 'their combination' was superb great. kiki. so sweet. this story actually tell us that LOVE is blind n makes anything possible. n of course, fallin love wit ur boss, is kind of last-thing-to-do. but still, if it happens though, why not? just make sure that she/he doesnt bring that bossy attitude at home. just like one in my house. never stop praising himself. yeah! mr. boleh lah katakan. kiki. well, again! just wanna show my excitement about this movie, n i, sabrina amran would like to suggest u to watch this movie, especially for those girls out there, who doesnt watch this movie yet. MUST WATCH MOVIE! enjoy!

Monday, October 12, 2009

new words

there are new words that i should bury in my heart..
patient n be happy :)
muahahahaha...
altho it's fake

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

hidop chelsea!

dah lama aku x ckp psl chelsea..so, smlm sgt gembira melihat chelsea menang.. mmg great game ar.. x sia2 aku kena marah ngan bapak aku... baru lepas baca buku physics...sbb besok nya nak peksa... hahaha... x pe demi bola aku stay up mcm burung hantu, nak habiskan baca... ngantok tu, ngantok lah jugak.. tp hati seronok, mmg baca buku pon jd seronok... hopefully result better lah kan.. hehehe...

so chelsea, menang 2-0 ngan liverpool babe... suma nya dengan bantuan DIDIER DROGBA, ANELKA dan MALOUDA... muahahahaha..

akhirnya, dpt tgk chelsea mng ngan liverpool..seronok gle... ye lah..sblom start game, aku baca paper, suma predict liverpool menang... muahahahaha... kini tidak! dengan adanya, drogba aku..kiki.. skg ni lg lah, dah ada anelka... dah lah hensem, tinggi, pandai main pulak... enjoy gle lah tgk game chelsea ni... aku x tau lah...sejak aku minat kat chelsea ni kan, aku prasan aku semakin suka kat mamat negro...ish3...

Monday, October 5, 2009

aku x phm

hehehe...hari ni aku curi2 bukak com..besok dah lah nak buat trial phy n chem... tp gara2 nak resist kan electric shot yg ada dlm kepala otak aku ni, so aku decide nak update blog ni yg dah berhabok.. so hari ni, aku just nak cite psl suatu kisah yg meruntun sgt..skg ni dah kira 'anniversary yg ke-5, since perang itu terjadi...

tp perang ni, x da lah besar sgt kot... x tau lah..bg aku x besar sbb benda ni jd time kitorg x matang.. mentah yg teramat... smpi kan aku pon naik malu bila pikir balik... betapa bodohnya manusia bernama sabrina semasa form 1 dahulu.. x kisah lah dari segi ape pon... aku dah mls nk pikir... tp still, bila aku jumpa warga kusess, x yah tgk jejauh lah, tgk kakak aku je, dah buat aku mengimbau kenangan lalu...malu yg teramat oooi.. aku x tau nape aku x leh lupa kan.. aku igt almost everything yg aku buat kat sek tu...tp x pe lah.. disebabkan kejadian tu jugak, buat aku jd matang skit berbanding dahulu... skg aku dah tau betapa benda tu slh, dan aku pon dah mintak maap kat si sipolan ni masa sblom pmr... sblom ni mmg dah mintak maap, tp yg ni lg true pny...

so what i did, aku bagi die topik ramalan kat budak ni, dgn ucapan skit..."mintak maap, hope that we can forget the past"... fine! x nak ckp tima kasih pon x pe... (bg call skit ke..ape ke..) aku x tau nape...si sipolan ni spt x mau bukak hati lgsg.. bkn aku suh die bukak pintu hati utk cintakan aku.. tp just nak mintak kita berkawan n act mcm die lyn org lain... but then, this few days, when i met him, it was so obvious that he ran away from me... what should i do? asalnya mmg aku x amek kisah psl benda ni, sbb dah lima thn kan die buat kat aku camtu... igt kan dah immune... but then, bila sorg lg member aku nmpk n tegor betapa renggangnya kitorg, buat aku terpikir balik.... what should i do just to get him back? bila nak tgkp gamba, ngelat n seboleh bolenya dok sedepa jauh dari aku..adakah sbb kejadian itu atau sebab saiz aku yg semakin me-lebar, myb malu agaknya, aku x se-hot schoolmate aku yg lain....WHY? itu je aku nak tny...

kalu ko nak ckp sbb aku buat cite psl ko masa form 1 tu, ok fine! IM SORRY... but ko pon ada buat mcm tu kat aku jugak..but fine! i take it (x sepenohnya lah)..u noe what? aku pikir myb nasib ko x baik sbb pnh sama sek ngan aku yg lemah ni...MINTAK AMPUN SGT!

aku tulis suma ni, sbb aku tau die ada blogspot jugak.. n ill try my best to promote my blog to him, so that he can read... bcoz this is for him...to be honest, yg lain pon ada buat slh kat ko jugak, tp aku, ko lyn aku camni...aku mls nak cite psl bebudak tu kan...tp it's unfair...aku x tau bape kali aku nak ulang perkataan ni, tp mmg aku hrp sgt ada perubahan... dah nak spm ni.. aku nak berbaik....niat aku baik...mmg kalu boleh aku x nak sentuh lg or ckp psl ko... takot aku terbawak balik kisah dulu...tolong lah... AKU MINTAK MAAP!