i dunno

i dunno what am i going to do with my life

i dunno what do i want

i dunno what am i supposed to do

i dunno who am i going to listen to

i dunno which one should i choose

i dunno whether i like that person or not

i dunno whether i hate that person or not

im tired of being not to know abt something

im very bad in choosing :'(

Perak oh Perak

the excitement of going to Perak now isnt the same like the past few weeks.. dulu sangat la tak sabar.. konon sbb happy dpt experience duk jauh.. well, now ..

suddenly i feel regret for not taking degree.. i mean if i decide to take degree now, i could graduate one year earlier... aiyo !!! so stupid..

back then, i was so confident to take diploma after asking some people and evaluating the pros and cons.. but now it seems that everything has going upside down.. haihhh~ bila setan dah mula mencucuk, maka hati pun mula la tak tenang :'( looking at my classmates' status abt degree's fees, confused whether to take the offer or not, have made me more regret..

but then, on the other side, i think maybe i am too concerned abt what people did.. n when i didnt do it, it makes me feel uncomfortable.. so mcm ni lah jd nye.. serba salah... haihhhhhh~ ape2 pon, nasi dah jd bubur... terima je la...

n of course, pengaruh paling terbesar dlm rasa bersalah ini ialah mak saya.. she keeps saying that she'll miss me.. "Nape nina tak amek degree? Umi rasa nina mmg patut amek degree.." haih~ ibuku yg ku sayang.. ni la akibatnya balik at least 2 kali seminggu... dulu2, kalau tetiba rasa nak balik kul 12 malam pon bole.. senang je, setengah jam dah sampai.. dah kat Perak ni, hahaha! mmg tak la.. so throughout this holiday she had warned me many many times to call her AT LEAST twice a week.. hehe.. dun worry la umi.. insyaAllah, i wont forget.. but even if i forget, im sure you'll call me.. hahaha! save credit sikit.. hihi ;P

dear Seri Iskandar, pls find me lots of friends.. ;) especially the one that i can play sport with ;) jogging pon jd la !!!

THE BEST SO FAR FROM YUNA ZARAI :D

“SOMEONE OUT OF TOWN”

Oh my god, I see you clearly now
In my dreams you’re here with me somehow
Call my name and I won’t make a sound
I’m in love with someone out of town

Who is this stranger
I should be scared, could be dangerous

I should prepare for this

I wish I didn’t fall so hard for you

You walk by but you don’t see me
Slow motion and so gracefully
Be my friend and I’ll show you around
I’m in love with someone out of town

Who is this stranger
I should be scared, could be dangerous
I should prepare for this
I wish I didn’t fall so hard for you

Who is this stranger
I should be scared, could be dangerous
I should prepare for this
I wish I didn’t fall so hard for you

YUNA :)

im sorry girls

when u start to tell me abt guys,

who have seriously hurt u

make u non-stop crying

take u for granted

have bad habits

do bad things to u

give u stupid reasons to avoid u

i just cant stop myself from being emotional.

i just cant accept it.

n i know you know i would hardly forget even if u ask me to

bt i promise that ill try to control.

bcs i love u, girls (n women)

:)

i know its part of LOVE

but hey! saya pon manusia biasa.

What a day !!!

hari ni mmg sangat menguji kesabaran aku

baru first time beli selendang, dah banyak masalah..

before ni, kakak aku beli mmg takda masalah pon..

skali bila time aku, posmen maybe tersalah arah kot... tak sampai2..

takpe la... dah nasib badan, reda je la..

check dgn trace n track, die kata hantar pagi 9, 10, 11 pg semalam...

yg peliknya aku dok terpacak kat lua basuh keta aku kot sbb nak klua... -.-

takda pon posmen berhenti dpn rumah aku.. rumah sebelah ada la..

so hari ni, dgn nekadnya nak mencari Cheras PPL yg lokasinya BETUL2 TGH KUALA LUMPUR..

siap dah print Google Map, semua la ada !!!

yg last2 !!!!

sesat sampai 3 jam

tak makan dr pg.. perut dah memanggil !!!

pusing tempat sama

sesat sampai ke Damansara, Cheras, Taman Connaught

dah kembali jalan benar, mula balik, try kali kedua..

first time, jalan agak slow... second time, jalan JAMMED gileeee~ KL oh KL !!!

dengan Farhan yg aku mintak tlg tgk signboard dok berangan, tgk BB tak habis2 -.-

call nak mintak tlg, org tu mcm nak tak nak bg direction.. humpphh~

kena horn dgn motor yg serious tak penyabar nye... well, kena horn tu la menyebabkan limit kesabaran aku termeletus, jd terus balik rumah...

p/s :

1. dear motor2 luar sana, saya ni bukan la ape, just nak btau korg tu dulu sbnrnya tak leh naik highway tau sbb takut korg tu kena langgar, keta nak bwk laju, jalan mmg cukup2 utk keta.. dah tu, kalau dah tau skg dah bole naik, bawak2 la ke tepi sikit... jalan tu bukan ko punya sorg... motor tu dah la kecik nak conquer satu jalan.. mmg la berasap.. duduk lane paling kanan pulak tu... pastu satu lagi kalau dah jammed tu, duduk je la diam2 kat belakang keta.. jalan sempit, ko nak mencelah buat ape lagi... sabo la.. org yg bwk keta ni elok je bole tggu, tak mati pon.... haaaaaa~ aku mmg dah lama dah nak keluar ni... dah mmg tak tahan dah... mmg aku benci betul mat motor tak makan saman ni... skali aku langgar, aku masuk jail, bole keluar... kalau ko tu, dah tergolek, hidup patah tangan, ko jugak yg merana.. tu pon kalau hidup... HAAAAA~ KAN KAN DAH KLUA SEJIBIK NI... Astaghfirullahalazim... sesungguhnya mmg takda terpk pon nak buat mcm tu, tapi kadang2 BILA SABAR TU DAH MMG MENCAPAI TAHAP DEWA mau la tak terkeluar anasir jahat ni kan...
2. sesungguhnya, saya mmg kurang berkenan dgn BB users.. wlpn mmg ada di sudut hati mcm teringin utk memilikinya, tp aku rasa kebanyakan org sekeliling aku yg pakai BB ni kdg2 buat aku rasa nak bg sejibik... mereka seperti di dunia mereka sahaja.. bawak dorg shopping, tgh tunjuk2 baju, rupanya kita tunjuk kat dinding.. kalau kita bercakap n gelak, rupanya kita syok sorg2.. dah banyak kali dah aku kena.. mmg Alhmadulillah setakat ni bole bersabar lagi la.. tp serious kdg2 tu berasap jugak... rasa nak campak BB korg tu pon ada..

mintak maaf banyak2 atas kata2 saya.. saya cuma nak berkongsi :P

ye! ingat la saya di masa saya ada keta dan anda ingin keluar

:)

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a, bahawasanya ada seorang telah berkata kepada Nabi SAW : " Nasihatilah kepadaku ! " Dijawab oleh Nabi SAW : " Jangan marah! " Orang itu berulangkali meminta supaya dirinya dinasihati, maka tetap Rasulullah SAW mengatakan : " Jangan marah ! "

to be honest, i often be in that person's situation.. i asked my sister, Maisarah or Ummi to advise me what should i do to make me stop doing stupid things.. that time i was so angry with this one person.. when my sister gave me one, i felt i couldnt really accept it n no matter how many reasons she gave me, that advice never really satisfied me.. n i kept asking for more and more and more... hehehe.. sounds crazy rite? well, glad i found this.. this hadith shows that ANGER will hinder u from thinking wisely and couldnt accept anything good.. n we all know why rite? :)