she knows it is not good. she knows it hurts me. she knows im gonna be angry. she knows soon im gonna fight her back. she knows at last i will surrender. she knows at last she's gonna win. she knows i sin, n not her. she knows she doesnt lose a thing.
now i realise. i noe what should i do. i just have to follow Rasullah SAW. he didnt fight back, he didnt do anything but sat alone n prayed to Allah. tawakkal to Allah. may Allah give me patience. hope that i can control my anger and behave as best as i can. :)
pls pray for me, guys.. Thanks.. :)
p/s : im glad u can read this ;)