i dunno

i dunno what am i going to do with my life

i dunno what do i want

i dunno what am i supposed to do

i dunno who am i going to listen to

i dunno which one should i choose

i dunno whether i like that person or not

i dunno whether i hate that person or not

im tired of being not to know abt something

im very bad in choosing :'(

Perak oh Perak

the excitement of going to Perak now isnt the same like the past few weeks.. dulu sangat la tak sabar.. konon sbb happy dpt experience duk jauh.. well, now ..

suddenly i feel regret for not taking degree.. i mean if i decide to take degree now, i could graduate one year earlier... aiyo !!! so stupid..

back then, i was so confident to take diploma after asking some people and evaluating the pros and cons.. but now it seems that everything has going upside down.. haihhh~ bila setan dah mula mencucuk, maka hati pun mula la tak tenang :'( looking at my classmates' status abt degree's fees, confused whether to take the offer or not, have made me more regret..

but then, on the other side, i think maybe i am too concerned abt what people did.. n when i didnt do it, it makes me feel uncomfortable.. so mcm ni lah jd nye.. serba salah... haihhhhhh~ ape2 pon, nasi dah jd bubur... terima je la...

n of course, pengaruh paling terbesar dlm rasa bersalah ini ialah mak saya.. she keeps saying that she'll miss me.. "Nape nina tak amek degree? Umi rasa nina mmg patut amek degree.." haih~ ibuku yg ku sayang.. ni la akibatnya balik at least 2 kali seminggu... dulu2, kalau tetiba rasa nak balik kul 12 malam pon bole.. senang je, setengah jam dah sampai.. dah kat Perak ni, hahaha! mmg tak la.. so throughout this holiday she had warned me many many times to call her AT LEAST twice a week.. hehe.. dun worry la umi.. insyaAllah, i wont forget.. but even if i forget, im sure you'll call me.. hahaha! save credit sikit.. hihi ;P

dear Seri Iskandar, pls find me lots of friends.. ;) especially the one that i can play sport with ;) jogging pon jd la !!!

THE BEST SO FAR FROM YUNA ZARAI :D

“SOMEONE OUT OF TOWN”

Oh my god, I see you clearly now
In my dreams you’re here with me somehow
Call my name and I won’t make a sound
I’m in love with someone out of town

Who is this stranger
I should be scared, could be dangerous

I should prepare for this

I wish I didn’t fall so hard for you

You walk by but you don’t see me
Slow motion and so gracefully
Be my friend and I’ll show you around
I’m in love with someone out of town

Who is this stranger
I should be scared, could be dangerous
I should prepare for this
I wish I didn’t fall so hard for you

Who is this stranger
I should be scared, could be dangerous
I should prepare for this
I wish I didn’t fall so hard for you

YUNA :)

im sorry girls

when u start to tell me abt guys,

who have seriously hurt u

make u non-stop crying

take u for granted

have bad habits

do bad things to u

give u stupid reasons to avoid u

i just cant stop myself from being emotional.

i just cant accept it.

n i know you know i would hardly forget even if u ask me to

bt i promise that ill try to control.

bcs i love u, girls (n women)

:)

i know its part of LOVE

but hey! saya pon manusia biasa.

What a day !!!

hari ni mmg sangat menguji kesabaran aku

baru first time beli selendang, dah banyak masalah..

before ni, kakak aku beli mmg takda masalah pon..

skali bila time aku, posmen maybe tersalah arah kot... tak sampai2..

takpe la... dah nasib badan, reda je la..

check dgn trace n track, die kata hantar pagi 9, 10, 11 pg semalam...

yg peliknya aku dok terpacak kat lua basuh keta aku kot sbb nak klua... -.-

takda pon posmen berhenti dpn rumah aku.. rumah sebelah ada la..

so hari ni, dgn nekadnya nak mencari Cheras PPL yg lokasinya BETUL2 TGH KUALA LUMPUR..

siap dah print Google Map, semua la ada !!!

yg last2 !!!!

sesat sampai 3 jam

tak makan dr pg.. perut dah memanggil !!!

pusing tempat sama

sesat sampai ke Damansara, Cheras, Taman Connaught

dah kembali jalan benar, mula balik, try kali kedua..

first time, jalan agak slow... second time, jalan JAMMED gileeee~ KL oh KL !!!

dengan Farhan yg aku mintak tlg tgk signboard dok berangan, tgk BB tak habis2 -.-

call nak mintak tlg, org tu mcm nak tak nak bg direction.. humpphh~

kena horn dgn motor yg serious tak penyabar nye... well, kena horn tu la menyebabkan limit kesabaran aku termeletus, jd terus balik rumah...

p/s :

1. dear motor2 luar sana, saya ni bukan la ape, just nak btau korg tu dulu sbnrnya tak leh naik highway tau sbb takut korg tu kena langgar, keta nak bwk laju, jalan mmg cukup2 utk keta.. dah tu, kalau dah tau skg dah bole naik, bawak2 la ke tepi sikit... jalan tu bukan ko punya sorg... motor tu dah la kecik nak conquer satu jalan.. mmg la berasap.. duduk lane paling kanan pulak tu... pastu satu lagi kalau dah jammed tu, duduk je la diam2 kat belakang keta.. jalan sempit, ko nak mencelah buat ape lagi... sabo la.. org yg bwk keta ni elok je bole tggu, tak mati pon.... haaaaaa~ aku mmg dah lama dah nak keluar ni... dah mmg tak tahan dah... mmg aku benci betul mat motor tak makan saman ni... skali aku langgar, aku masuk jail, bole keluar... kalau ko tu, dah tergolek, hidup patah tangan, ko jugak yg merana.. tu pon kalau hidup... HAAAAA~ KAN KAN DAH KLUA SEJIBIK NI... Astaghfirullahalazim... sesungguhnya mmg takda terpk pon nak buat mcm tu, tapi kadang2 BILA SABAR TU DAH MMG MENCAPAI TAHAP DEWA mau la tak terkeluar anasir jahat ni kan...
2. sesungguhnya, saya mmg kurang berkenan dgn BB users.. wlpn mmg ada di sudut hati mcm teringin utk memilikinya, tp aku rasa kebanyakan org sekeliling aku yg pakai BB ni kdg2 buat aku rasa nak bg sejibik... mereka seperti di dunia mereka sahaja.. bawak dorg shopping, tgh tunjuk2 baju, rupanya kita tunjuk kat dinding.. kalau kita bercakap n gelak, rupanya kita syok sorg2.. dah banyak kali dah aku kena.. mmg Alhmadulillah setakat ni bole bersabar lagi la.. tp serious kdg2 tu berasap jugak... rasa nak campak BB korg tu pon ada..

mintak maaf banyak2 atas kata2 saya.. saya cuma nak berkongsi :P

ye! ingat la saya di masa saya ada keta dan anda ingin keluar

:)

Dari Abu Hurairah r.a, bahawasanya ada seorang telah berkata kepada Nabi SAW : " Nasihatilah kepadaku ! " Dijawab oleh Nabi SAW : " Jangan marah! " Orang itu berulangkali meminta supaya dirinya dinasihati, maka tetap Rasulullah SAW mengatakan : " Jangan marah ! "

to be honest, i often be in that person's situation.. i asked my sister, Maisarah or Ummi to advise me what should i do to make me stop doing stupid things.. that time i was so angry with this one person.. when my sister gave me one, i felt i couldnt really accept it n no matter how many reasons she gave me, that advice never really satisfied me.. n i kept asking for more and more and more... hehehe.. sounds crazy rite? well, glad i found this.. this hadith shows that ANGER will hinder u from thinking wisely and couldnt accept anything good.. n we all know why rite? :)

n i hope u care

TUMBLiRon :D

i got my own tumblr, u'olls ;) *penyakit emma dah berjangkit dah.. haha! ;)

u're most welcomed to drop by :)

what i like

HEHE

limit

i really like this hadith.. i cant agree more.. its not that i hate people who want to advise me.. in fact you are most welcomed especially when it comes to my manner... insyaAllah ill be open-minded to accept it and change.. but then, before that, pleaseeee ensure that U KNOW WHAT U'RE TALKING and advising abt.. n just like what Imam Shafi' said, please do it privately.. it means face to face n not thru wall of facebook n other means that can bring embarrassment to that particular person..

as a person who is older than me, i respect u, remain silent n just listen.. but then, to that person, i just wanna say its a shame when u can only advise but cannot see urself or muhasabah what the other BIGGER MISTAKES that u have done to people around u.. im so sorry.. but what u did is seriously unacceptable.. again, im sorry.. this is also a reminder for me too..

The Kingdom of Solomon

i just finished watching this movie at 2.30 am (hehe.. takda keje :P), n i would like to give 10 THUMBS UP if i had 10.. this movie is superly duperly SUPERB ! This movie tells the life story of Prophet Solomon, the King of Israelites. It is mostly based on the Islamic accounts of Solomon's prophetic life extracted from the Holy Qur'an but it also draws upon parallels found in some Jewish texts. (ok.. this one i got it from wikipedia.. hehehe..)

those days people were fighting so hard to bring peace and 'clean' this world from Jinns and Satans.. so yeah, let me warn that better tengok pagi2 because its kinda creepy especially the part when the people got lunatic and demonic... it looks DAMN REAL... wooohooo~ so far, i cried almost every time.. hahaha! n i think the part when Nabi Sulaiman lost his wife and his son was the most devastating... may peace be upon him and his family..

p/s : credit to my classmate, Umar Rasydan for introducing this movie :)

Seri Iskandar it is

finally ! we got the letter n the answer for this unbearable question that stucked in our mind for i dunno how many months, which actually they had discussed it on March 2011... we will be transferred to UiTM Seri Iskandar.. after one year and half staying in UiTM Shah Alam, i dunno why on earth they want to transfer us all of sudden and didnt let us spending another ONLY 8 months finishing our Diploma there.. pathetic, pathetic, pathetic! huh~ however, i guess its time to face the fact.. dear UiTM Seri Iskandar, just pls be good :) eventho i found "uitm seri iskandar kes bunuh" when i searched for uitm seri iskandar at Google, i still hope that ill be fine there.. Ya Allah !

p/s : 2 semester lagi !!!

lemah jantung

tak tau la nak percaya benda ni ke tak.. hati ni mcm tak sanggup nak dengar cerita2 mcm ni.. betapa busuknya org mencaci dan cuba mengkafirkan org Islam.. n at the same time, betapa rendahnya iman seseorang itu sanggup berjuang untuk murtad.. all i can say here, dear Muslimin and Muslimat, especially to Malaysians out there... altho we cant free the Palestinian from Israel's cruelty or kill those who are now trying to ruin Islam out there, but at least we own one of the most powerful 'weapon' which is Du'a..

saya doakan semoga mereka diberi petunjuk untuk sekurang-kurangnya hormat agama kita... supaya mereka mendapat petunjuk untuk lihat yang sebenarnya agama yang paling lurus dan benar adalah Islam.. kalau tak, takkan mereka begitu takut dan tak habis2, tak senang duduk untuk memusnahkan Islam.. mendoakan agar Muslim dan Muslimah di dunia ini dapat menahan sekejap sahaja lagi cubaan dunia yang begitu melalaikan serta mempengaruhi kita menyimpang dr jalan yg lurus.. Na'uzubillah.. semoga kita sentiasa mendapat hidayah untuk bertaubat setiap kali kita melakukan kesalahan.. kerana, mcm Ustaz saya ckp, adalah lebih baik kita bertaubat drpd tak pernah langsung.. saya sendiri manusia.. mmg tak pnh lari drpd melakukan dosa.. biarlah kita ni jenis budak jahat, tapi kalau kita at least buat kebaikan even sikit pon, insyaAllah saya yakin Allah pasti akan bg petunjuk, berikan kebaikan dan keampunan untuk kita juga.. sesungguhnya Allah tu Maha Penyayang dan Maha Pengampun.. jadi doalah sesama kita ok dear Muslimin dan Muslimat semua :) never forget our one and only love, ALLAH SWT..

i believe if you know this song's meaning n suddenly rasa meremang when listening, it shows how much we love Allah :)

beautiful quote !!

Jangan memberi harapan pada yang belum pasti,
kelak ada insan yang bakal dilukai,
Jangan menaruh harapan pada yang belum tentu dimiliki,
nanti hati yang kecewa sendiri.
Sebaliknya,
gantunglah segenap pengharapanmu kepada Yang Maha Memberi,
nescaya dirimu tak sesekali dizalimi,
kerana Dia mendengar pengharapanmu setiap kali & Dia menunaikannya dgn cara-Nya yang tersendiri

Cukup cintai dalam diam dari kejauhan dengan kesederhaan & keikhlasan
Kerana tiada yang tahu rancangan Tuhan
mungkin saja rasa ini ujian yang akan melapuk atau membeku dengan perlahan

Kerana hati ini begitu mudah untuk dibolak-balikkan
serahkan rasa itu pada Yang Memberi dan Memilikinya
biarkan DIA yang mengatur semuanya hingga keindahan itu datang pada waktunya
"Barangsiapa yang menjaga kehormatan orang lain, pasti kehormatan dirinya akan terjaga."
(Umar Bin Khattab ra)

“Sesiapa sahaja yang memberi kerana Allah, menolak kerana Allah, mencintai kerana Allah,membenci kerana Allah & menikah kerana Allah, maka bererti ia telah sempurna imannya.”
(HR. Al-Hakim)

i just love this quote :) credit to Kak Tim Zara, got this from her facebook status... but as normal person, most of the time i forgot.. always pray for Your Guidance :)

help me

Cinta Sekolah Rendah ;D

among all Amran's daughters, people always said that Faizah is the prettiest... n i can still REMEMBER there was one pak cik calling her HEARTBREAKER.. LIKE WHAT????? but then, after arguing for how many years i couldnt remember, we considerately think that maybe perhaps it's true.. well, she's fair, prefect in school, athlete, tall, and VERY BIG for her age !!!! hehee... well, thats the 'reward' for keep calling me FATSO.. yeaaaaahhhhh~ feel the pressure bebeh.. muahahahaha!!!!

so today, i managed to hack her facebook.. n guess what?!!! i found out that my sister is in monkey-with-cherry-on-top LOVE.. awwwwhhhhh~ well, im not going to tell the details... but, tell u what bebeh, reading her chatbox had seriously made me puke like puh puh puh puh puh... tapi mamat ni pon bole tahan jugak... he is so CUTE ;) dah la cute, jiwang, ayat super power punya... amboiiiii~ kecik2 dah pandai nak ngorat adik aku ek.. n of course la, keje seorang kakak yang baik, i proudly reported this to MY MOM!!!! YEAAAAAYYYYY!!! banyak la ko... aku dulu kena marah gak ngan mak aku, sbb kakak aku report.. so skg kira ko pulak... muahahahaha..

actually i felt a bit (just a lil bit) guilty for reporting this to my mom.. well, Puan Norsiah, bab2 bercinta time sekolah ni, die mmg pantang sikit.. cikgu la katakan... u mite dun wanna imagine my mom's voice when she's angry... tapi sebenarnya sekarang ni, mcm lain sikit.. maybe sbb faktor usia, or maybe sbb dah ada pembantu mcm saya yang mempunyai suara yg lagi kuat, maka die sekarang sudah agak kurang menyengat berbanding dahulu..

ape2 pon, dear sis, pls know that i did this so that u can learn lessons.. besides u're still young ! takyah nak dok sibok bercinta... focus belajar dulu -.- aiyo !

anyonyonyo <3 will keep hacking u dear sis :)

xoxo

i miss Biology

i dunno what has got into me.. as i tried to find an interesting storybook to read (since Facebook has started to make me bored), i found my SPM Biology book... waaaaaaa~i miss reading them.. i miss learning where the hell did the red blood cell go, where the oxygen and carbon dioxide exchange... i miss referring to that book and answering questions, then found out that we were all wrong.. i miss ALL OF THEM !!!!! after went thru the hard work, look at me now.. im taking computer science... where now i have to know what's inside a heartless machine called COMPUTER !!!! damn ! boring boring... tho there are not so many 'organ' in that computer... but believe me, it starts to annoy you when it comes to explain it on a piece of paper... i mean come on... im not computer... i never look inside it.. n my notes are not as colourful as this... I ONLY HAVE BLACK N WHITE WORDS ON MY NOTES (n of course with highlighter) !!! HOW FANCY IS THAT ?! well, i tried to find few diagrams for every topic... but still, the diagram was never clear.. OF COURSE, BECAUSE THE COMPUTER HAVE MANY GENERATIONS.. WHY THEY JUST CANNOT STOP MAKING NEW GENERATIONS HUH?!!!

sorry :( i guess im too scared with my marks..

wait till i get the letter.. no matter what Pak Jijian said !

entry abt them

COMING SOON

HEHEHEHEHE >:D

girls.. WE HAVE BRAIN !!!

hey people ! i just got back from UiTM Shah Alam this afternoon.. just finished my third semester n probably would be the last semester in Shah Alam.. our Pak Jiji said that its confirmed that we will be transferred to UiTM Cawangan, but then, we still dun get any letter... so yeah ! better not saying anything yet... but then, tipu la tak sedih.. semua dah dok peluk2 before balik... bergoodbye segala bagai... haihhhhh~ will write entry abt u guys later.. hehe..

so today, my mom told me abt her best friend who was robbed at her hse.. the worst thing was she lives alone... well, im not going to tell the details but what i want to highlight here, people, is that this robber had forced her to take off her shirt in front of him with a knife pointed to her... thank God, she could calm herself n think of something brilliant... something that a woman should do when facing the 'setan' out there... she peed and defecated... that was what saved her from being raped... Alhamdulillah :)

nak jadikan cerita, luckily the neighbour saw this n called the police AND AND AND he was caught, Alhamdulillah.. ape2 pon, girls.. the moral of the story is even though we are weak, but we must be smart enuf to overcome this.. n for that robber, i pray may u regret and repent :) Allah tu Maha Kuasa.. jadi renung2 kan dan selamat beramal :)

i wonder

i wonder if u still remember abt us.. coz i think i do..

500 Days Of Summer

movie : 500 Days Of Summer (again !)

observation : 1. Tom Hansen is cute

2. Summer is ssooooooo beautiful

3. Rachel Hansen is cool ;)

4. I love the places !

Quotes that i like :

Tom: Look, we don't have to put a label on it. That's fine. I get it. But, you know, I just... I need some consistency.
Summer: I know.
Tom: I need to know that you're not gonna wake up in the morning and feel differently.
Summer: And I can't give you that. Nobody can.

Tom: People don't realize this, but loneliness is underrated.

Summer: We've been like Sid and Nancy for months now.
Tom: Summer, Sid stabbed Nancy, seven times with a kitchen knife, I mean we have some disagreements but I hardly think I'm Sid Vicious.
Summer: No I'm Sid.
Tom: Oh, so I'm Nancy...
[Pancakes arrive]
Summer: Let's just eat and we'll talk about it later. Mmm, that is good, I'm really glad we did this. I love these pancakes... what?
[Tom gets up and walks away from the table]
Summer: Tom, don't go! You're still my best friend!

Tom: I love how she makes me feel, like anything's possible, or like life is worth it.

Tom: This is lies. We are liars. Think about it. Why do people buy cards? It's not because they want to say how they feel. People buy cards because they can't say they feel or are afraid to. And we provide the service that let's them off the hook. You know what? I say to hell with it. Let's level with America. Or at least let them speak for themselves. Right?

Narrator: As he listened, Tom began to realize that these stories weren't routinely told. These were stories one had to earn. He could feel the wall coming down. He wondered if anyone else had made it this far. Which is why the next six words changed everything.
Summer: I've never told anybody that before.
Tom: I guess I'm not just anybody.

Girl at Interview: Have I seen you before?
Tom: Me? I don't think so.
Girl at Interview: Do you ever go to Angela's Plaza?
Tom: Yes... That's like my favorite spot in the city.
Girl at Interview: Yeah, except for the parking lots.
Tom: Yeah, yeah I agree.
Girl at Interview: Yeah, yeah I think I've seen you there.
Tom: Really?
Girl at Interview: Yeah...
Tom: I haven't seen you?
Girl at Interview: You must not have been looking...
Tom: ...

People who have watched this movie must have known these lines :)

p/s : its devastating to see my marks... feels like killing myself already -.-

dear demi lovato

my new love :)

check out her new album people ;D AWESOME !!!!

n n n

this song --> Fix A Heart ;D

sure u're gonna love it !!! weeee~

I LOVE YOU, DEMI (mcm org gila dah -__-')

teeeheeeeeee~ ;)

So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you
Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you

I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had

Thank God I found the good in goodbye :)

mistakes

seeing my elder sister taking her present at the stage for being top 3 students in class every year had made me more determined to follow her footsteps... Abah stood at the side, waiting to snap his daughter's pic on that stage.. we were happy.. back home, I helped my sister to open the present.. at that time, i was 6 years old... my sister was the only thing that i wanna be at that time..

as i grew older, i never really had the chance to get on that stage... never got top 3 in my class... i didnt get good results in my secondary school.. SPM, PMR!!! I TELL U, IT WAS DEVASTATING !!! what's worse is i couldnt follow my sis's footsteps.. i didnt have the chance to bring my parents to see me taking any presents...:'( im not that clever.. i was down.. too down.. no matter what my friend, "aku lagi kurang dr ko..".."alah ! rilex la.. 8a ok la tu.." but for me, NO! as long as i didnt get to be just like my sis, im not good...

but then, thru the years, i realise that thank God that i failed... maybe this is the best for me.. because i think if i got straigt A's in my major exam, mana la tau, mungkin perangai aku akan jadi sangat sombong ke.. i would be feeling too comfortable ke.. aku akan jadi sangat kedekut ilmu... aku akan jadi org yg sgt takut kalau org lain potong aku... OR i would have no respect to my sister.. at least skg, aku bole advise adik aku untuk ikut yana, tapi kalau tak dapat pon, at least bole tgk aku... still bole sambung belajar what.. but please, dun get me wrong, im not saying that all the successful students are bad.. im saying maybe ME MYSELF.. maybe i would become like that.. coz i think i had the tendency to become like that :P

well poeple, what im trying to say here, no matter how bad ur result is, it doesnt mean that u're stupid... maybe kita pandai ikot lain... but still, kita sendiri pon kena ada kesedaran untuk membawa diri kita lebih maju... being jelous for people who are cleverer than us wasnt worth if we didnt make any effort.. kalau dah mmg malas, cara yg terbaik adalah pk mcm mana la nanti dah besar nak bagi mkn kat anak bini.. at least kalau dah berusaha, insyaAllah Allah pasti akan tlg... then, ramai org ckp takyah pedulikan ape org kata, tapi bagi saya, KITA KENA PEDULI sbb ada sesetengah tu bole membantu dlm memperbetulkan diri kita...

berjaya tak bermaksud being perfect... berjaya kalau ikut kata aku la, getting better, manage to control your emotions of saying that u're stupid, and succeed after go thru failures :) n when u succeed, dun forget to keep ur humbleness n share your knowledge with ur friends.. insyaAllah dapat barakah :) after all, arent we studying because of that? ;)

there my doctor yanana amran :) miss u dowh !

reminder for me :)

RABBANA LA TUZIGH QULUBANA BA’DA IZ HADAITANA WAHAB LANA MIL LADUNKA RAHMAH, INNAKA ANTAL WAHHAB

“YA TUHAN KAMI, JANGANLAH ENGKAU JADIKAN HATI KAMI CONDONG KEPADA KESESATAN SESUDAH ENGKAU BERI PETUNJUK KEPADA KAMI, DAN KURNIAKANLAH KEPADA KAMI RAHMAT DARI SISI ENGKAU; KERANA SESUNGGUHNYA ENGKAU-LAH MAHA PEMBERI (KURNIA)”.

amin ya rabbal alamin :)

Muhammad SAW dan Aisyah :)

“Pada suatu hari, saya menemani Rasulullah dalam dalam satu perjalanannya. Pada masa itu saya masih muda dan kurus lagi. Baginda memerintahkan para sahabat berjalan mendahului kami. Kami pun berlumba lari dan saya berjaya menewaskan baginda. Sebagai orang yang kalah, baginda hanya mendiamkan diri dan tidak berkata apa-apa. Lama-kelamaan, usia saya meningkat dan saya bertambah gemuk. Dalam sebuah perjalanan lain, baginda mengajak saya berlumba lari selepas baginda memerintahkan para sahabat berjalan mendahului kami. Kali ini, baginda menewaskan saya. Baginda tertawa dan berkata,”Kita sudah seri”.”

- Saiditina Aisyah RA

awwwwhhh~ >.< aren't they sweet? <3

day 30 : a photograph of myself today + three good things that happened in the past 30 days

hye :) im sabrina amran. n this is my latest (not today's) photo (alone).. banyak gambar dgn org.. dan sungguh tak kuasa gile nak tangkap gambar hari ini semata -.-'

n this is THE BEST THINGS THAT HAPPENED IN MY LIFE IN THE LAST 30 DAYS :)

so this question would be the end of this challenge... i knew i didnt really follow the rules of this challenge... well, im a student who have many assignments n need to sleep a lot so that i didnt skip my classes.. hehe ;) however, im happy to complete answering the questions.. weeehooo~ thanks ma :)

day 29 : something that I could never get tired of doing

that would be

MELEPAK BERSAMA RAKAN SEKEPALA DAN COUZIN TERCENTA !!!!

enlighten my mood woooopppp straight away :)

3.30 am

pantai batu burok :)

day 28 : in this past month, what have I learn

BANYAK OKEEEE!!! ;)

1. we're not perfect.. learn to forgive... semua org pernah teraniaya.. kita tak tau kita mungkin pnh menganiaya org di luar kesedaran kita... so yeah! nak marah bole, tapi takyah la lama2 sgt -___-
2. jangan sombong dgn ilmu yg ada di dada..
3. family comes first... i mean keluarga kandung !
4. busuk hati will only make u feel more resentful
5. when u enjoy the fun, u'll be happy :)

day 27 : what kind of person attracts me

person? does this question mean guy?

hurmmm.. senang buat dua2 la kan ;)

so for girls

1. pakai selendang
2. badan tinggi melampai mcm model
3. putih melepak, cantik molek
4. yang ngam, contoh; yg suka melawak ;)

for guys

1. solat.. plg senang nak tgk, solat terawih tak tinggal la ;D
2. murah dgn senyuman
3. tinggi lampai would be a credit ;)
4. pemurah n gentleman
5. love to share story :)

day 26 : a photo of somewhere I want to go

anywhere that can bring me peace :)

my mom said once u step to His house, most of the time u will only think of Him :)

It's Mecca, Saudi Arabia

day 25 : who am I?

• im big plain muslim Malaysian girl..
• completely crazy *^#^%$&^%*
• i love hanging out especially with my couzins :)
• saya selalu sakit hati ngan org, tapi akhirnya rasa bersalah sbb sakit hati dgn org tu.. wlpn kdg2 saya rasa tak salah pon sbnrnya... tapi rasa bersalah tu lagi banyak... so ntah la -.- itu la penyebab migrane saya most of the time -.-'
• kadang2 rasa dipinggirkan sbb tubuh badan yg gemok, bukan seorang doktor, tak belajar di overseas, straight A's mmg haram la nak dpt, tak ayu dan cantik, ganas sgt... *errrkkk~ ini agak berani mati punya confession -___-
• saya rindu kawan sekolah saya but at the same time love having my CS friends here.. still hoping that may we stay here, in Uitm Shah Alam.. huh~
• bodyguard mak dan kakak saya.. HEHE~ abe long okaaaayyyy?!!
• suka participate dlm penangkapan gambar ;P
• ICE CREAAAMMMMMMM~~ nyummmm~

my super six.. already miss them.. mcm mana ? :'(

day 24 : a photo of something that means a lot to me

i let u choose... coz for me, all of these mean a lot to me :)

day 23 : 15 facts about ME

kalau soalan ni, 100 pon boleh

1. kalau happy, terlalu happy.. kalau marah, terlalu marah, kalau sedih, terlampau sedih.. terlalu into mood.. :)
2. suka gelak besar... wakakakakakaa !!! ;)
3. I BELIEVE THAT kenyang perut akan senang hati.. jd kena makan dan makan dan makan ;P
4. rebellious ;D
5. i can easily forgive but not easily forget
6. i love music a lot
7. i love picnic
8. i can easily like people, but can easily hate too
9. pantang mak nenek org kedekut, org takda common sense sikit pon, org main kayu tiga, org ketiga..
10. lily is my favourite flower
11. i love to experiment things like baking and wearing various styles of selendang :P
12. pengumpul bangle and watches :D
13. McDonald is where i can be happy :) i love the burgers, ice creams, apple pie.. all of them!
14. anything with bow, ill grab it :)
15. saya lahir bulan SYAWAL :D raya raya raya !!!

day 22 : a letter to someone who hurt me recently

i hate to talk abt the pass. coz it will only make me feel more resentful.

besides i believe that what goes around comes around ;)

May Allah bless you dear :)

day 21 : a photo of something that makes me happy

i think my previous answer is wrong -.-

so here i am, answering it again... hehehe

the thing that makes me happy would be

yup ! ice cream :) especially McD's ;)

day 20 : the meaning behind my blog name

why "All In One" ?

because i express all my thoughts; the happy one, the sad one, the angry one; all in here... just like the smarties in that pic.. but of course... i bet all of u know the answer coz the words are so cliche... hehe..

day 19 : What makes me different from everyone else?

HE HE HE ..

what makes me different huh..

• saya mempunyai suara yg kuat mcm guruh, gelak mcm gempa bumi dan marah mcm halilintar

• i drive like a maniac

• saya jenis yg bersemangat !!! kalau happy, terlalu happy... kalau marah, terlalu marah.. kalau sedih, terlalu sedih... kalau kalut, terlalu kalut... kalau sayang, terlalu sayang... kalau nak buat something, ill do it :)

• errr~ banyak mengeluarkan kata yg tak menyedapkan telinga :P hehe... im working on it :)

• bila org puji, sentiasa rasa suspicious, pastu mula la duk pk negatif... biar la benda tu 10 jam lepas pon... sambil baring atas katil, sambil analyse... sbb tu la saya tak makan pujian2 ni... tp saya bole puji org... HEHE :P

• if i were given a choice, whether to choose BMW or Volkwagen Van, ill choose Volkswagen Van... biarlah die bole mati time naik bukit tonggek Uitm pon, saya still nak :)

• saya suka laki berkulit hitam ;D NE-YO, Chris Brown, Columbus Short ;)

• pengumpul bangle :) stakat ni saya ada lebih kurang 46 bangle termasuk yg hilang, patah, cabut, hilang mata dan sebagainya :)

• sehari tak minum secawan nescafe, tak keruan -____- ni inherit dr mak.. cuma mak saya wajib minum 3 cawan :P

hoooott story ;)

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!

Pathon Pilus baca blog i ;) blogger famous mcm die dropped by my blog... OMG OMG!!! meletop i nyah ;D

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

p/s : sorry for being such annoying -______- its special for Pathon Pilus

day 18 : 5 things that irritate ME about opposite&same sex

i wanna start with

SAME SEX :

• SOME GIRLS said they have a lot of guy friends.. they said they just like hanging around with guys rather than girls.. because girls are just too gediks, annoying and banyak songeh.. well, dear... what makes u think that u're not? every girls are like that... the difference is that either u ni jenis Over or Moderate, Selalu atau Jarang.. sometimes we dun realise that.. so yeah! tlg la~ its sad to hear u judge perempuan like that when u urself pon perempuan..
• how fragile we are when we're in love.. this one i dun blame any perempuan out there.. because that's fitrah perempuan... wanna be loved and cared by people :)
• they just love judging and often feel annoyed.. its hard to find someone who dun :) tolong la btau saya kalau ada :)
• tak tau mcm mana nak explain situation ni.. contoh; lalu kat tempat tandas busuk tu skjp je, bukan masuk pon, cuma lalu je, tapi reaction mcm org ngandung 3 bulan... lebih kurang benda tu takda la ape sgt n sekejap je pon, tapi reaction over the top.. korg paham kan? huhhhh~ tak tau la nak explain -___-
• perempuan, si org ketiga... jeng jeng jeeeeeeeeeeenggg~

OPPOSITE SEX :

• when it comes to love matter, the cheating part was always because of them
• suka sgt tegur perempuan, especially mengenai aurat, in public.. aku tgk belambak video yg psl pemakaian perempuan yg tak elok, sedangkan skg ni belambak je laki yg pakai seluar pendek atas lutut, pakai subang segala bagai... kalau nak tegur, tegur depan2, baik2.. ckp slow2 berdua, jgn ckp depan org lain... toksah dok kecoh -___-
• ego mcm pffftttt~ tapi nak buat mcm mana.. mmg tu la perangai lelaki kan? meh habak sat sape perangai tak ego zaman skg ni... cek nak pi pinang ;)
• mulut dorg bila bab mengejek, mengusik, menegur atau marah mmg mcm pfffttt~ mcm layak bagi penampo -___- tapi bila tang bodek, ngorat, pujuk, tau plak pasang ayat cantik... cayek hati ha !
• yg jaga penampilan sangat... sikit2 tgk cermin tingkap betulkan rambut -.- jaga badan... mcm ntah.. tak best nyewwww~

day 17 : how I hope my future will be

1. ada keje yg stabil
2. once a year, melancong luar negara atau dalam negara :)
3. happily married ;)
4. ada anak laki hafiz.. hehe
5. ada van Volkswagen sebagai hantaran kahwin or maybe vespa ke.. hehe
6. still having reunion with my SMKTM, SKLK, SAR Au4 reunion... ya ampun! aku tak leh bayangkan mcm mana la kita semua dah kawen nnt weh... acap or rasis yg kurus tu tetiba jadi gemuk... own tetiba jadi kurus mcm bun.. hafiz tetiba jadi PROFESSOR TESOL.. haha! ard dah pakai specs kanta tujuh sbb asik buat programming je.. arif ngan isteri london die ke.. WOW!

so yeah ! in the mean time, that's what i hope my future will be ;)

day 16 : a picture of someone who inspires me

that would be my mom :)
there are so many good things in this person

but one thing that i adore the most is her patience

biarlah org buat jahat kat die, she never lose her respect towards that person

she will act normal.. still smile... keep it in her heart or at least will only share it with her children, husband or sisters..

hati tak busuk..

tho sometimes i feel like punching that ppl, she

will always stop me and advise me not doing it... tapi mmg aku ckp kalau takda mak aku, haih~ kena sebijik aku rasa... yeah! im a bit emotional when it comes to my family... try me !

PATIENCE is the meaning of my name.. n Alhamdulillah, Allah has given me this person in my life to show me what is the meaning of patience...

my Umi :)

p/s : nape la die tanya sorg je -_____-'' btw, i like this question :)

day 15 : something that I don't leave the house without

that would be my sling bags.. n of course, dlm beg tu ada phone n purse.. tak kisah la pegi pasar ke, pegi kedai depan rumah ke.. saya takkan lupa bawak beg... because actually it helps me to cover my big buts... sekian .

yeah! contohnya seperti ini ;P

day 14 : a tv show that I'm currently addicted to

secara jujurnya saya tak selalu tgkt tv.. layan laptop je.. hehe.. tapi skg saya salu bukak YouTube layan cerita Sabrina The Teenage Witch.. so does it count? errr~ bole la kan? ;) it was once a tv show.. not it became YouTube show.. HEHE

Sabrina n Salem :)

day 13 : a picture of my favorite band or artist

Paramore it is
love their songs, love her hair :)

day 12 : my current relationship, if single discuss how single life is *continued

maybe after talking to emma, i felt lazy repeating abt this love thingy.. but since im the one who want to take this challenge, so i still have to answer this rite...

hurmm...

I AM SINGLE, people! maybe some people pon akan ckp "takyah btau pon, aku tau.." hahah! tu la.. padan muka saya.. sbb tak jaga makan... well, what can i do... eating makes me happy.. so yeah! call me fat, but at least im happy *come on la sabrina amran.. ni loser je ckp mcm ni -__- sigh~

hurmm...

however people... tho im single, i am Dr Cinta for most of my friends... sometimes they share their love stories with me... n of course as friends, i advise... then lama2 i become their Dr Cinta... hahah! perasan je aku ni :P

listening to people's love story however sometimes makes me a bit paranoid.. suddenly i feel like becoming overprotective... feel like being ABANG LONG in my family.. but still, i noe i do have to chill a bit coz everyone makes mistakes... besides its part of life rite... bukan semua laki camtu kan? *ye la tu -.-

but then, still, i guess thats the only matter that i found a bit difficult to accept.. saya tgk org sedih, org menangis, rasa mcm pffftttttt~ nak tumbuk mamat tu... thats why sometimes i just think its ok to not have boyfriend.. daripada menangis sbb org yg tak berguna, buat ape?!!! yeah! saya sgt menakutkan -___- still ape2 pon, i just hope theres a REAL guy out there who can proves me that im wrong ;) dun get wrong.. its not that i dun want or im not straight.. im just errrr~ scared maybe..? hehe

thats just my opinion.. im sorry if my words hurt u :P

however it doesnt stop me from liking this guy... dear ne-yo, xoxo

hahahah! gile! :P

day 12 : my current relationship, if single discuss how single life is

can i skip this? -.-

day 11 : what's in my make up bag?

errr~ actually i dun really have one... coz im not a make up type.. but i bring my lip ice everytime everywhere :) err~ does it count?

day 10 : a photo of my favorite place to eat

tutti frutti it is.. tapi bila time ada family je la kan... kalau tak, kena pk 10 kali :P

day 9 : a photo of the item I last purchased

jeng jeng jeng.. i bought this yesterday !!! i dunno what is it called.. 'snowcap' maybe.?? or 'coldcap' since it was sold only at Genting.. SO jeng jeng jeng, PRESENTING

MY BEAR COLDCAP :)

comel kan? mcm tuan die ;P

n of course, ada la penyibuk2 die :p

mr arif fikri abas

miss farhana kamaruddin

mr pathon pilus

n lastly, mr yusri abu bakar

i really had fun yesterday.. thanks guys for the sweet memory :)

day 8 : a song that match my mood

going crazy with mika :D

day 7 : my dream wedding

i just want all my family to come.. that's all that matters :)

actually, i really want to do it at Putrajaya.. after the ceremony, kita tangkap gamba ramai2 kat jambatan putrajaya !! smart gile seyh! :)

day 6 : a photo of an animal I'd love to keep as a pet

rabbit it is :)

day 5 : a picture of something i want to do before i die

i want to TRAVEEELLL!!!!

insyaAllah, once i have job, ill work hard.. after having enough money, ill take a leave and TRAVEL!

i really want to go to Istanbul, Turkey :)